Sunday, July 5, 2015

New Paintings

Copyright 2015 by Cindy Parker. All rights reserved. No part of this blog and none of its paintings may be copied or reproduced by any means without the prior written consent of the author.  


Some of my first paintings since 2013:


ISABELLA (wood canvas; 2014)




UNBURIED (mixed media; 2015)




EMERGENCE (mixed media; 2015)



I have been inspired to do a sphinx series ever since a dream I had a couple summers ago. During that time I was still in recovery, but was reconnecting with my love for mythology and ancient history. I remember one particular dream that was very vivid. I was standing in the desert, on top of mounds of buried civilizations, when crystal sphinxes began coming out of the ground. They seemed like huge diamonds to me and were quite stunning to behold. I like to think of my dream as discovering a treasure, and that being the relevance I see in mythology. 

My paintings look nothing like the dream I had. But I'm intrigued by what many sphinxes stand for (as I am phoenixes). And sphinxes are different, and mean different things to different cultures. In both UNBURIED and EMERGENCE, I chose Assyrian sphinxes (lamassu) who often guarded the entrances to temples. These, interestingly enough, share many traits with the winged cherubim. In EMERGENCE, the sphinx is an apsasu, a female lamassu. These paintings - as also many of my other paintings - are often about themes of transformation. 

I hope to finish my sphinx series this summer with at least a couple more paintings. My intention is also to display them with poetry. Maybe one day I will be able to exhibit them.



Friday, March 20, 2015

I know I haven't updated in a long time and it may still be quite awhile, so you may use this post as a quick reference guide to some samples of my work. Also, all my work is linked on Amazon.

A sampling of poems from Amaranthine may be found here:

http://ccindyparkeramaranthine.blogspot.com/

Go to the link below here to view a sampling of passages from Yeshua of Galilee, Mattai's Account:

http://ccindyparkermattaisyeshua.blogspot.com/

Poems from Corundum:

http://ccindyparkercorundum.blogspot.com/

Poems from Origins:

http://ccindyparkerorigins.blogspot.com/

Poems from Spectrum:

http://ccindyparkerspectrum.blogspot.com/

Spectrum and Origins were the first two books I published.

And here are the links for Seas I Gather and Red Pitcher, Black Mirror.


I have a facebook page if you wish to add it:https://www.facebook.com/ccindyparker


May you have a blessed spring!

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

A revised edition of YESHUA OF GALILEE, MATTAI'S ACCOUNT is now available in the Kindle bookstore!!!


http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00LZAFTUK

Thursday, January 30, 2014

My Review by Author Yolanda Renee!!!

I posted the link on my Amaranthine blog, but forgot to post it here on my main blog. Amaranthine received a most beautiful and lovely review by Yolanda Renee that's been a highlight of so much for me this year. What a way to start off the new year. I couldn't be more thrilled or grateful. Renee, YOU are amazing!!!!

http://www.yolandarenee.blogspot.com/2014/01/call-of-sandhill-crane.html

Please do yourself a favor and check out her blog Defending the Pen. Renee is the author of the Detective Quaid series: Murder, Madness and Love and Memories of Murder. I have them both and have begun reading Murder again. Murder, mystery, romance - these books are full of everything that make a book better than good. They're excellent!!


Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Just Do It!

In spite of the bad, this month has seen a lot of good and that's what I choose to focus on. This year began with publishing my fourth book of poetry AMARANTHINE, which just a few days ago also became my first ever published eBook for Kindle on Amazon!  And I just now created my Amazon Author Page.

Getting Amaranthine up in both print and eBook was one of this winter's goals. Thankfully, both goals were met much sooner than anticipated. At first, I was really frustrated by the conversion process and did about a dozen rough "eDrafts" before finding a video that simplified the process in about four easy steps - and voila! Success at last.

I never expected to be so excited about having an eBook published. Not having a physical store front or resources to sell hard copies online, I realized an eBook was going to be a necessity. And not only that, but many people prefer eBooks. I will always cherish and prefer my print copies, but can appreciate the ease and convenience of eBooks. Just one-click and it's in your Kindle library and that's pretty cool.

My next goal, now - now that I know more about the conversion process - is to get my other three books up there. I've already done the conversion for them, but want to wait and enjoy the debut for Amaranthine. So, shooting for February for Corundum, Origins, and Spectrum (***UPDATE***They're all up there, now. I was too excited to wait! You can see the entire list of my collection here).

Are you an author? Have a book out in print form and debating the eBook thing? I wish I had checked the process out sooner. I honestly didn't know that once I found the right tools, it would be so simple. Do it. Just do it.

Research the videos on Youtube that explain how to convert your table of contents for Kindle. That is about 90% of the process for conversion.  Truly, if I can do it - me (oh, yes, me), who only took one computer course in college back in 1987 thinking it would be all I ever needed - then, yes, YOU can. Don't be afraid of the process. It's another tool and opportunity to market your book. And you can choose the level of royalties and price for your eBook. Global availability for your book on the Kindle market. Just...do it.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

I'll always shoot for the stars...


When I first began to seriously consider publishing a book of poetry, I knew nothing at all. I didn’t have my own computer, let alone know anything about formatting. I knew how to type, how to use a keyboard and make a digital file. That was it.

Everyday, or every other day at the very least, I walked the couple of blocks to the library to use the computer lab. I sometimes had to use a cane, but at that time my legs had enough strength to do the walk. I had a difficult period between 2003 and 2006 with mobility. By mid-2006, I was doing pretty good again and in 2009 published my very first poetry books, Spectrum and Origins. I was 50.

Everyday, down to the library. Everyday asking the tech support there how to do stuff. Everyday, learning. My first attempt at publishing bombed big time, because I still didn’t know enough about formatting dimensions. Did I ever learn after that experience. Thankfully, I was only out of the cost of a proof or two. Something to remember. Always get a hard copy proof before ordering a set of books. I began my self-publishing learning experience in 2008. It took me a year to complete my goal. I was that determined. It was worth it. Every difficulty…worth it. Not one regret self-publishing.

In 2009 I received my own computer. Oh, yeah…holy wow…

I endured through another mobility setback between late 2009-2010. But in 2011 had published my third book of poetry, Corundum.

Most recently, I’ve published a fourth book, Amaranthine. While I’m proud of being able to accomplish all my goals in publishing, this is the poetry book I am most proud of. I’ve been in recovery and this was a crucial goal to meet. I was also able to use a painting I did (Circle of Light) for the cover. I couldn’t have accomplished this without regaining a sense of self-identity, confidence, and self-worth. Staying creative has helped - and is continuing to help with - my recovery. Creativity helped me to stay whole and connected to that mustard seed, a seed that had been crushed and splayed and ground up beyond my own recognition.

Amaranthine was published immediately prior to a severe mobility setback, the worst I’ve had since my 2003 episodes.  But, it was published. It’s my best work. Both in the process of, and in meeting this goal, I’ve been able to slowly put back the pieces to my inner life. To say I’m proud of this does not mean I feel arrogant; I’m proud because of what Amaranthine has allowed me to rebuild.

I’ve not for one moment regretted the journey of self-publishing. I’ve retained control over my own work. I took the route I deemed best for me personally.  Can say that I put the time in - in spite of the challenges and hardships and frustrations - to compile, format, edit, and publish my own work. It is my work. I'll never sell out for anything, even if others don't like it. I will not annihilate who I am. I've done that too much in my life. I will remain who I am in my work.

Hell, yes…I’m proud. But most of all, I’m just plain grateful.

This is work that I would not have been able to accomplish without the tech support of JDL staff; without the gift of my computer given to me by my dear aunt; without the dedication of my wonderful mother who sometimes had to drive me to the library when I couldn’t walk the distance and who, along with my aunt, has helped me to financially meet the goals of publishing; without the help that I've received through my counselors at Recovery Tech and my longterm healthcare professionals whom I depend upon, whose help I desperately need; without that creative fuel so often generated and exchanged by Lost Word writers, and the support of other amazing authors and creative people I’ve met through this whole experience of publishing. I love you all. I'm indebted to each one of you.

There's more to come and more writing on the way.


I’ll always shoot for the stars.

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Amaranthine

This winter's project...Amaranthine...

Cover: my Circle of Light painting



New poetry. And selections from Spectrum, Origins, and Corundum.